shitty

well i kno i havent put the pics/vids/concert descriptions up yet.....ive been lazy


yesterday sucked...everything about it...just wasnt my day....woke up early to get recert in cpr....dont do lifegaurds....got to meet and ran 2 races liek crap...legs hurt....loose phone...drive 1/2 hr to get phone....go to hang with andrea, who is really cool and likes me and i like her but more of tha for another bulletin, and nothing happened like it was supposed to


w/e....@ least i only thought bout cutting myself and didnt acctually do nything


maybe this week will make up for it



highly unlikely

if i could have thought of something clever i would have put it here

i have not been good with posting...there is so much to say....this month has lived up to what it was supposed to be and more.....ill do it soon i swear


also i hate when u call someone or message someone or just try and let someone know you would like to hang with them cuz it would be fun.....and then they fucking ingnore it and the next time they are like "o sorry i didnt have time to get back at you", or "o you called me..i didnt know", or just something like "well i was busy and didnt have a sec to pick up the phone and then i forgot about it"


well you know what...fuck you




srry...a lil mad @ some ppl that are walking this planet

the glorious month

so before we get to the month of glory...lets catch up


still been doin the radio....still been working alot @ the bookstore....my suitemates are assholes and im not living with them next yr...me and eric r living on the same floor same suite diff room cept its on dutch instead of state.....i set up classes for nexr yr...gonna be good....bought(yet to recieve) a digital camera....its was cheap but its a really good sony

I saw the Allman Brothers on the last night of the beacon run....really wierd set...but they played WHIPPING POST...finally after like 6-8 times of seeing them they played it and it was amazing

I saw UMELT (which started out the glorious glorious month of April) as well and this was in this small new place in Albany called Red Square...im helping promote shows and the place and it was amazing...the band is awesome i met them all...really cool guys....go check out their music...so amazing...wow...i want to see them again....i got a free beer out of helping promote...it was a heineken....they take care of me

V FOR VENDETTA.....thats all i should have to say...but im gonna continue...it was an amazing movie...wow....i was blown away by it...i need to see it again....it was just awesome....i saw it like the 1st weekend it was out...or the 2nd....wow...just go and see it....tomorrow is ice age 2....yay

i had a track meet @ west point..i sucked....well it was windy...but i did suck....o well....hung out with paul and lisa...saw dev for the 1st time since outdoor last yr...also saw some newburgh kids i ran against...it was cool...cept for the whole running like shit

BONNAROO is coming closer and closer...omg!!!!!!

School is going well.....the year overall has been awesome...i wish i could see some ppl more often but i do see a lot of ppl

the past week was the most amazing weather up here ever....warm sunny nice breeze....shorts and a tee-shirt....thas all tha was needed....ppl were laying out in the sun on all the quads...it was a good time for all

so yeh....now to this month...APRIL 2006 will go down (hopefully once its over) as one of the greatest months i have lived so far...bewtween concerts and a break from school and school winding down and track meets...i hope its as good i hope it will be

ill update more often...i swear...i might even edit this to include more

radio radio

Radio is a sound salvation
Radio is cleaning up the nation
They say you better listen to the voice of reason
But they don't give you any choice 'cause they think that it's treason
So you had better do as you are told
You better listen to the radio

- Elvis Costello

yeh...im officially on the radio with my roommate (as of 3/7)...it kicked ass....i had so much fun controlling what people were listening to....we had some listners...@ least one of the managers online and then @ least one person who was at work and called to ask what the delay was between songs cuz im an idiot and moved to slow...hhaa....she was crazy anyway.....we played a lot of music for 2 hrs....little talking joking around...thought it would be nice if others listened but its 7-9...any friends are sleeping or in school but im gonna start taping them so everything will be ok and theyll be funny and enjoyable and very good music will be played.....so yeh...

blah

hot tubs, beer, money, weed, and new friends...the begining of spring

so since i last posted i have met some interesting people....some of eric's, my roommate, friends from home stopped by the room andi met them

these were torrie, jenna, and anthony(w/ long hair)

torrie is a total hippie and as soon as i saw her i was like wow....amazing....coolness was just radiating off of her
jenna and ant are awesome as well and they were deciding what to do and a hot tub with beer was mentioned...once those plans were finalized they asked if i wanted in....who in their right mind is ever going to pass up hot tub and beer

so to torrie's house for her to get her bathing suit and then we went to katie's house in stillwater....o btw torrie's basement is sweet....so i met katie, elisha, and anthony(w/ not so long hair)....we hung out and then went to the hot tub and drank..it was awesome

that was friday (3/3_....weekend went by....w/e....monday and tuesday passed...it was nice out all week and track was outside...was good to be outside running again....yay...so wed torrie comes to the dorm with jenna and picks me and eric up and we go to her house...proceed to drink and smoke and have a good fucking time...i met ben..seems cool...woke up @ the buttcrack of dawn to get to work on time....thursday is a blur...we went back to torrie's house that night and did it again....and fri went by and i went out again...sylvia or something like tha was smoked...supposed to be legal shrooms basically...yeh didnt do nythin...w/e....just hung out durin the weekend...w/e


o yeh...i also went to a chruch service with kristen(on fri)...she from california...shes amazing...so i got some church some food hung out with her...pretty good deal if you ask me

i got some more concert tickets...gorillaz in the glorious month of april...pearl jam announced dates and they r playin albany and nj...so yeh...i heard their new song...really good.....april...omg get here already

also...my phone has no more pics on it cuz i was given a new one cuz speakerphone and noises werent working so they didnt save my pics..just # list...really really lame....w/e....im gonna geta digi cam soon nyway..so there...but some really good fucking pics were there and a moment of silence should be given


ok.....i havent shaved in like 2 weeks and i have a beard...its ridiculous....i got batman begins and some cool sneakers....i work like everyday and im always tired and i have track and classes...idk whas with julie....i dont wanna fight with her, im not, but i do want to cuz shes bein ridiculous lately and w/e....and im gonna stop rambling and bitching now...peace

its either sadness or euphoria

i was just home for a week.....meh....basically layed round and was lazy


got more tickets....having less money...but its all good


caught up on comics :)...but didnt go to comic-con down @ the javits center...shouldve but just didnt....i think ill go next yr!

it was good not to be up in albany this week...a week home is good for the soul sometimes...slept late, no work, no track, no worries pretty much


saw billy joel on saturday...wow he was so good....im gonna forget about the tour with elton john cuz it was pitiful and im gonna go from the 1998/1999 tour to right now...hasnt missed a step...he fucking played the entertainer (hasnt since early 80s) and captain jack (not since the late 70s)....they were amazing...im so glad he played them....very very very good show...glad my dad bought the tix for it!!!


i smoked on sunday with dave...i wasnt gonna...but yeh....couldnt get away from it


we won championships for track....i ran a personal best in the 400 indoor ever....we came back and partied like there was no tomorrow....yeh....amazing night

saw the girlfriend twice....it was good :)....not sure how much longer gonna last tho unfortunately...i just dont know anymore...grrrrr


and im back @ school...waiting for april..a very good month for music.....then waiting for may...end of school...then waiting for june!!!!!! FUCKING BONNAROO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeh i cant wait if you cant notice :)

what a good week

so since the last one i have had a very good week


on tuesday i skipped a class to get franz ferdinand and death cab for cutie tix on 4/14...i got them....im goin with Julie :), KT :), and sara (julies best friend)...i cannot wait for this show

i couldnt sleep cuz all i thought about was this show and bonnaroo...even thpough i didnt have tickets for bonnaroo yet

then on thurs i went to a meeting about joining the radio...it was awesome omg they have so much music...jesus christ......ridiculous....so me and eric, my roommate, are gonna do a show together and its gonna be awesome and you sholuld listen...when things are finalized ill give more info when it comes closer to acctually going on the air...we were trained a lil

on friday we went back to the station and passed our first test and then we left...later in the day there was a concert with some of the people from the station..i went it was pretty kick ass...i was glad i went

throughout the week i had been talking to nick baranowski about going to bonnaroo and how we were gettin there and all tha fun stuff...so on sat i woke up and got ready for track...i got to the bus and called nick who was gettin ready to buy the ticket...with a lil difficulty he bought it and then i called my dad and he bought me mine :) :) :) :) :) :)..so yeh its gonna be amazing and i cant fucking wait for june..omg.....track meet sucked..lol...theyve been sucking all yr...itll get better hopefully..i have a lil faith left

it was my dad bday yesterday....a sang to him on the phone and all the fun stuff...lol....i got my hair braided again today by valerie...shes awesome...as are most of the people on track...im glad im on the team...but she braided my hair..its pretty sweet

my roommates are jackasses most of the time....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i didnt feel good yesterday...but thanx jess for just picking up..helped a bit


peace

out of my system

Because of creative writing i got some stuff out of my head that has only been talked or thought about. I guess it's good to have it written down so I don't have to think about all the time. It's almsot helpful that it's written down. I'll always be able to look at it, although I know I won't.

On a lighter note i guess life is ok
It's all just becoming another day
Away from where i would rather be
If only life was so readily free

Track meet today sucked as usual. They've all sucked this year.
Hopefully it'll get better once we go outdoors.
I hope it will. If it doesn't o well.

I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR BONNAROO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY IS GOING TO BE RIFUCKINGDICULOUS



peace




p.s. - i want a digi camera

FiRsT oF mAnY tO cOmE????

so bascially i used to have one of these....and now i do again i guess.....college 2nd semester just started...meh....between classes, track, and working @ the bookstore i now have no life....but thas cool...ill have money and be in shape and "be smart".....prob all except tha last one

one wednesday and thursday there were two major concert announcements....wednesday saw the intial lineup of bonnaroo be announced....wow...thas all i have to say...its not the greatest....but it is amazing and i cant fucking wait to go....its gonna be like the best 5/6 days ever...seriously....i couldnt sleep....then yesterday julie found out about a concert before i did (wont happen again).....franz and death cab....and me her and kt r gonna go....its gonna be the shit....we r gonna wait in city all day and get up front and im gonna shit my pants in the hammerstein ballroom....good times if u ask me....im so ready for those 2 concerts...i couldnt sleep last night for like 2 hrs...any moment it was quiet...i was just like omg omg omg omg


ill stop babbling...we'll see if this continues....till then peace